Jounetsu/Passion

I haven’t done ANYTHING but work lately. And I just found out that all my friends are going out tomorrow–and I have to WORK. I hate my job–why can’t the stupid scheduler just have me work four days in a row and get three days in a row off? I hate this bullshit.

I’m sorry I’ve been neglecting everything on this website for the past month or so. I really am. But with 34+ hours a week of work and a photography course on one of my off days, I’m rarely doing anything worthy of posting about. Which means my life’s getting pretty depressing lately. Nothing’s happened. Nothing.

After reaching my second goal weight, I haven’t lost (or gained) anything. I’m going nowhere in that sense, but I’m hoping to renew my weight loss efforts and hopefully lose some more. I’m going to try starting now, but I’m expecting my 43 hours that I have to work next week to get in the way of any real progress for the simple reason that I’ll only have two days off and they won’t be a weekend at all. Oh well. I’ll try anyway.

Photography-wise I’m making a fair amount of progress, actually. I haven’t been learning very much from the course that I don’t already know, but it’s nice to have assignments that challenge me at least a little bit. I’m enjoying the assignments, at least. One thing I’m not enjoying as much, though, is the fact that the teacher seems to be ignoring me. I think it’s because she knows I already know most of what she’s teaching us, but even when we’re showcasing our photographs, she just looks at mine, says, “That’s the assignment,” and moves on. For others, she points out things she likes and doesn’t like, but for mine this week she just skipped over them. It sucked. We’ll see what she does this week though. However, I kind of have the feeling that other than pointing out that I did light painting and explaining to my classmates (once again) how to do it, she’ll probably skip right over me again. Shitty.

School-wise, I’m going to be paying my tuition the Monday after next. . I hate spending large amounts of money all at once when it’s something that I don’t get to keep for myself. Ugh.

Hopefully I’ll post again soon with some updates. Maybe not. I don’t know–I don’t foresee anything interesting happening in my life in the next three or four weeks aside from me overworking and being undervalued (and underpaid), anyway.

Check out the posing guide give-a-way on 4 The Love of Focus (www.4theloveoffocus.com/blog).